it’s still so weird to me that i’m allowed on campus again. i keep feeling like i’m going to get in trouble for walking around without being “in class.”
… but i’m starting to wonder how worth it is staying here if i’m on deferred suspension the rest of the year and then on probation the rest of my academic career here.
i have to be an ANGEL all the time. i’d rather just be back in rva going to vcu for CHEAPERRRRRRRRRRRR (way cheaper), being able to go out and do what i WANT without worrying about probation, etc.
i mean really… cnu basically fucking robs every1 of their money, it’s ridiculous. they fucked me over with these charges. i will probably fail this semester. the only thing i’ll miss is my friends and sisters… but i miss my friends from home too so i mean, i’ll be missing people either way.
plus after all of this shit i just don’t trust one god damn person, NOT one besides my parents and brothers of course…
why the hell am i still in this hell hole town “newport news” ??
